I have not written anything in a while, but it was for a good reason ... indeed, I did not really want to write anything before to know relativelly sure that everything was going well.
But now, we can say with relative confidence, that WE ARE PREGNANT!!
Yes !!! it's true... seems to be impossible, but it's true and it's a natural pregnancy.
Almost 15 years ago, after a long day of thinking, I proposed to my wife to go for a child. It was three years after being married, and we believe that it was time to take a step beyond, from our life as a couple, to become a family. I never thought that this day of September 1997 we began a way that has brought us right here.
It really was a long, long way, so hard, so twisty , as an emotional rollercoaster.
We had time for everything ... the illusion of pregnancy, the bitterness and disappointment of losing, the perplexity of not getting another pregnancy ...
We had time to put down arms and said: "I surrender ... if is not possible, we can't do anything ...", but we restart again and we re-try ... and we look for other methods (AI, IVF's ...), we had more pregnancies and more aborts ... We have fallen and risen so many times ..
Well ... after all this time, and if all goes well ... (in God we believe) ...
Our baby should born on September !!
This time, unlike other times, it's going well... and we are now starting 4th month of pregnancy!!
We did our first ultrasound at 7th week, and for the first time we heard your little heart... and what a beatiful sound !! your heart was beating so hard and quick, so rithmic and clear.... It was a liberation for us !!! it was the first time we had a ultrasound without having problems... so we achieved our "personal record", and this is our 5th pregnancy...
In the second one, we where on 10th week of pregnancy, and our baby was 4 cm long. We saw your little arms and legs and you moved constanctly, pushing with your feet... stretching and shrinking... it was so nice to see you again, my baby...
It has been so nice, so exciting to see your arms, your feet, your heart beating and telling us that you are here growing and preparing yourselve to give us our best gift ... You !!
Two weeks ago we did our last ultrasound... and we had the triple screening results...
You were 8 cm long, still moving a lot, and you started taking your finger to your mouth... what a funny view.
You can not imagine how I feel right now ... in one hand, I am overwhelmed with happiness! I feel as living in a cloud .... but on the other hand, I think our little child that is waiting for us in Chita.
We are sure that we want to continue with the process, but we don't know how it affects our new situation... we had warned the ECAI to call with them and try to address this new situation in order to compatibilice both things if possible...
We will see... and we will explain later...
To my little child:
Don't worry my baby... we are not losing you... we have in our minds to pick you as soon as your brother (or sister) comes to us. Please my son... be patient... I know you want to be with us, and we also want to be with you, I hope we will meet earlier as expected.
But now, we can say with relative confidence, that WE ARE PREGNANT!!
Yes !!! it's true... seems to be impossible, but it's true and it's a natural pregnancy.
Almost 15 years ago, after a long day of thinking, I proposed to my wife to go for a child. It was three years after being married, and we believe that it was time to take a step beyond, from our life as a couple, to become a family. I never thought that this day of September 1997 we began a way that has brought us right here.
It really was a long, long way, so hard, so twisty , as an emotional rollercoaster.
We had time for everything ... the illusion of pregnancy, the bitterness and disappointment of losing, the perplexity of not getting another pregnancy ...
We had time to put down arms and said: "I surrender ... if is not possible, we can't do anything ...", but we restart again and we re-try ... and we look for other methods (AI, IVF's ...), we had more pregnancies and more aborts ... We have fallen and risen so many times ..
Well ... after all this time, and if all goes well ... (in God we believe) ...
Our baby should born on September !! This time, unlike other times, it's going well... and we are now starting 4th month of pregnancy!!
We did our first ultrasound at 7th week, and for the first time we heard your little heart... and what a beatiful sound !! your heart was beating so hard and quick, so rithmic and clear.... It was a liberation for us !!! it was the first time we had a ultrasound without having problems... so we achieved our "personal record", and this is our 5th pregnancy...
In the second one, we where on 10th week of pregnancy, and our baby was 4 cm long. We saw your little arms and legs and you moved constanctly, pushing with your feet... stretching and shrinking... it was so nice to see you again, my baby...
It has been so nice, so exciting to see your arms, your feet, your heart beating and telling us that you are here growing and preparing yourselve to give us our best gift ... You !!
Two weeks ago we did our last ultrasound... and we had the triple screening results...
You were 8 cm long, still moving a lot, and you started taking your finger to your mouth... what a funny view.
You can not imagine how I feel right now ... in one hand, I am overwhelmed with happiness! I feel as living in a cloud .... but on the other hand, I think our little child that is waiting for us in Chita.
We are sure that we want to continue with the process, but we don't know how it affects our new situation... we had warned the ECAI to call with them and try to address this new situation in order to compatibilice both things if possible...
We will see... and we will explain later...
To my little child:
Don't worry my baby... we are not losing you... we have in our minds to pick you as soon as your brother (or sister) comes to us. Please my son... be patient... I know you want to be with us, and we also want to be with you, I hope we will meet earlier as expected.
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